Amanuensis: A person employed to write what another dictates or to copy what has been written by another.
I continue my project to transcribe family letters, journals, audiotapes, and other historical artifacts. Not only do the documents contain genealogical information, the words breathe life into kin - some I never met - others I see a time in their life before I knew them.
This week I am departing from my project slightly to transcribe a historical artifact of my own life. The Hebrew lunar calendar and the Civil solar calendar move around with respect to one another such that anniversaries on the lunar calendar are often able to sneak up on me unnoticed. However, Jewish weeks are often identified by the Torah passage that gets read at the synagogue on Shabbat. And this past weekend the Torah passage was the same as the one at my Bar Mitzvah 29 years ago, on Feb 6, 1982. The anniversary of the lunar date, the 13th of Sh'vat, is actually tomorrow, January 18th. Below is the sermon/speech I wrote, and delivered at my Bar Mitzvah. (I received some editing help from my parents.) There are some edits within the text on the images that suggest this may not have been the final clean draft from which I read.
Most of you are familiar with this passage! It tells the story of the parting of the Red Sea. You have probably thought of this story as a dramatic event in the history of the Jewish people, the event marking the end of slavery! But, the parting of the Red Sea, sure as it marked the end of slavery, marked the beginning of the forty years the Hebrews spent in the wilderness, the Hebrews had not only won their freedom from slavery, but had won the opportunity to grow and develop as a people. As Zechariah Chafee, Jr., an American lawyer, scholar and teacher once stated, "Freedom from something is not enough, it should also be freedom for something. Freedom is not safety, but opportunity.”
My Parasha describes many episodes which occurred during the forty years in the wilderness. What was the significance of these forty years of opportunity? This was the time the Hebrews had for learning how to be free and how to accept responsibility. The forty years prepared them for the receiving of the law. Moses led the Hebrews through all of these trials and helped them to become a civil, united, responsible people. They were
free not only in the sense of safety, but free because they had become a united and purposeful people. As the Hebrews took advantage of their opportunity, so too should all of us who live in freedom today. We should exercise the opportunities of freedom and work toward goals that we set for ourselves.
During my 13 years, like the ancient Hebrews' 40 years I have learned through trial and some tribulation, with the guidance and help of my parents and teachers. My period of wilderness culminates in my Bar Mitzvah. Like the parting of the Red Sea, my Bar Mitzvah is not a conclusion, but it is a beginning. It is the beginning of the period of my life in which I, like the ancient Hebrews at Mt. Sinai, accept the responsibility for observing and performing the commandments. Now that I am at a new beginning, I accept my new responsibilities and will work toward personal goals to fulfill the true meaning of freedom.
1) If there is any doubt as to whether a 13 year old wrote this, the exclamation points in the second paragraph should remove all doubt. No, most 13 year olds don't go around quoting Zechariah Chafee, Jr. However, my parents had a copy of Bartlett's Quotations, and I remember I browsed through all the quotes mentioning Freedom until I found one that I liked.
2) Here's an image of me reading the passage from the Torah scroll: